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Winter Wind
04:22
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Snow falls to the ground on that winter night.
Blood flows like a broken bottle of wine down her arms.
She bled out right there on the floor.
Finally free of the torture, collapsed veins and broken mirrors.
I wouldn't wish this hell on anyone but me.
Blood on the carpet, winter murders silently.
And on the night you died I thought of suicide.
You bloody mess you were all I had.
Alone with a dead girl in my room.
A red flower that started to bloom.
Killed by the winter wind
scars all across her skin
Her eyes wide open but they never move.
The sickness will always win.
A growing stampede of white horses beneath her skin
Driven by fear, conquered by pain.
A dozen black roses buried with her remains.
You were my last drop of sanity.
A fragile sphere of vanity.
I remember you leaned in close, said it would be alright.
Whatever happens our love will never die.
Rest in fucking peace.
Come to me in darkness.
Come to me with burning light.
"What a fucking waste of time"
I said as I walk the streets alone.
I breath in deep, that cold night air.
The city lights are just a blur now.
As I make my way down to the harbor.
My hands shake uncontrollably as I write my final goodbye.
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Demoness
04:18
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Pour whisky down my throat
I have never felt this cold
Take me back to my past
This feeling will not last
A silhouette of deadly beauty
haunts me in my dreams
Pulling me from the depths
you are my bloodstained savior
Burn your name in my skin
and never let it heal
Forever in your sorrow spell
until I pass away.
I feel your presence passing through me.
A fleeting pale white ghost that beckons me.
Pull me under your black wings.
Take me away from this nightmare.
I can feel you in my fucking veins.
Underneath my skin.
The sun didn't rise this morning.
I don't think it ever will again.
These wretched eyes are burning
As I vomit blood.
The glint of broken glass temps me to do the unthinkable.
Rivers of blood will flow.
Fill my veins with your poison glory.
Stain my skin and cleanse my mind.
My eyes turn from blue to black as I empty this glass.
All my problems fade away, but only for the night.
Watch the sky bleed away.
My heart sinks in my chest.
Oh my sweet Demoness, take me with you.
Slash my wrists, drown myself.
Submerged in freezing water.
I just want to end the pain.
Why am I still alive.
As the sadness of hell slips through the cracks
Of this hopeless abyss we call our world.
So please don't leave me, my voice of sanity.
My scars don't heal with time. It's just a lie.
Mirrors are watching me. Death is a certainty.
A wall I cannot climb as vultures watch me die.
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3. |
Lost To The Waves
03:36
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This is my final goodbye.
Dear father, dear mother, dear god.
You abandoned me.
I was born alone.
I will die the same.
I'm a broken man, a lost cause.
Dead inside but somehow alive.
My only salvation is in the depths of the sea.
I have no fear of god.
I make my own path.
I have no fear of hell.
Or any gods wrath.
I'm gonna set sail at first light, no looking back.
With eyes set on the horizon, the only home I know.
I see the dark clouds rolling in.
The storm is gathering.
I know that it's out to get me and bury me beneath the waves.
I carve my name in the side of the boat.
My ferry to hell.
My tombstone.
The blood on my hands forever stains my skin.
The horizon beckons me.
Lost to the waves.
Let the icy water fill my lungs.
Drag me to the depths where I truly belong.
Be still my beating heart.
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I was dead, but I have returned from the sea.
Battered and torn my life taken from me.
Traveled to the edge of existence
With no intention to return.
This world is an illusion.
We aren't real.
Passing the wreckage of others lost to the waves.
I don't fear death.
I live a hundred years everyday.
Time is not real.
Cracks of lightning break the darkness.
I want to feel the cold hand of death take me away.
This world is better off dead.
At the bottom of the sea.
I want to be the one who buries you.
The storm you all fear is me.
Dragged beneath the surface.
Gasping for air.
Pulling you deeper
into this watery nightmare.
You call me a psychopath.
I call myself the savior of humanity.
Hold your loved ones tight in your arms.
This world is going under.
I feel alive for the first time now that death is finally here.
I exist in minds of who fear me most.
I will bring death on all your homes.
A wall of water to bury your bones.
Death is finally here.
Passing wreckage of others lost to the waves.
I don't fear death.
I live one hundred years everyday.
Times is not real.
Cracks of lightning break the darkness.
I want to feel the cold hand of death take me away.
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Across The Sea
04:09
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Across the sea.
There is no hope now.
We're never going home.
The sea will be our grave.
The stars are my companion on every clear blue night.
I see things in my head, but there's no land in sight.
I used to sleep at night.
Now I watch every sunrise.
I soak in every second.
It's just a matter of time.
There's no mistaking it now.
The sea has made its claim.
The boat and crew are it's prize in this malicious game.
I used to be a husband.
Blond haired, blue eyed wife.
I used to be a father.
I see her in his eyes.
Every night I hope to never see the light of day again.
Thousand yard stare across the ocean into the horizon.
One drop of blood is all it will take to call the Sharks.
I can no longer asleep at night.
The crew all prays to god.
But I don't waste my time
as water crashes up onto the hull.
Into the mouth of the tempest.
I'll die the way I was born, all alone.
White streaks of lightning race across the open sky.
Bask in the shadow of the Earth.
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